there were two psychology studies in the desk for 2 months that made me (still make though)really tired ( more ambitious as well...)which one is for research design in psychology class and the other one is for special problems in psychology ! i almost completed both studies' writing steps which is the most difficult part. when dr. kris was reading both my papers today, she looked at my eyes when completed reading and said : you are...you are studyin' hard; girl! these are excelent, no mistake, perfect! ...
i dont know exactly how i can express what i am feeling but..; i remember all my days that i spent to read, understand, write the papers for these projects. i remember the all days i didnt or couldnt sleep to correct my mistakes... remember the days that i had to complete reading 5 articles in two hours. now...i am not happy..this feeling is different and more than just being happy. if i wrote in my language now, would i find the name of this feeling? i dont think so.. it is kind of a feeling that doesnt accept any defination in any language! and most probably, these kinds of feelings are making me "gokce" ... and remember the days that i waited to say "oh be" !!! (which means "yeahh!!!)
P.S: Let's get the ball rolling for further steps!
P.S 2: At this point I gotta choose,nothing loose! And she wont look at you Won't look you at She hides through love / lady gaga
P.S 3 : started to countdown for Turkey,Istanbul,home..
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